So I decided to do my hair the day before and I'm so traumatized. I couldn't write yesterday. Lol yeah I laugh now while I'm writing but when I comb my hair or look in the mirror I just wanna cry. Now don't get me wrong I'm really not vain at all seriously but, this is just like the story of my life, because every time I try to do something good for myself it just get worse ugh. Anyway my hair is like blonde blonde. I decided to do blonde because my hair has alot of white hairs and its like a halo around the crown of my head. I did that like a year ago and I have had mad fun with it. I'm not even gonna front but at the same time that means that I haven't relaxed my hair. Yes unfortunately I do have to because if not I got a fro and I'm sorry but that's just not my style. So I've been getting my hair ready for the relaxer by doing moisturizing treatments for like two weeks and to no avail because as I was washing my hair of the product all I saw was clumps of hair in my hands.
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| My hair in clumps filled this bounty sheet |
So now I have like these short patches of hair everywhere on my head and every time I touch my hair its still falling out like crazy. I have been trying to do like leave in treatments but I really do think I'm going to have to cut my hair and I'm more pissed if anything else but whatever right?! Maybe this for my new beginning right?! I have started looking at some styles that I'm thinking of doing like a lil bit of theses two styles.
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| I really like this one alot but I don't think my hair is long enough meaning my short patches |
like I love this one alot
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| I really like the bangs on this one so maybe I can do like long bangs short bangs with the back like the first pic maybe |
but I like the bangs on this one
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| But I really think I'm just gonna have to do this one and like layer the front with like some long bangs |
but my hair patches are short like styles so I think I may have to do this one
I really hope and wish people are reading this so I can get some feedback on this because I'm thinking of doing this cut this weekend.
Now on another note I just wanted to say that I am and have been taking my pill in the mornings again for my thyroid, and I am starting to feel better already. I'm going out for walks now like I'm really started to be more active again and it really does feel good. Monday and Tuesday I have some appointments on Monday, they will give me the results from my cat scan which I have a feeling is bad. I probably gonna have to do the biopsy and then Tues I gotta get my eyes dilated and tested. My eyes have been feeling weird lately so lets see. I really wanna get out of this rut again and just be ME again hopefully.....
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